Waiting..

       Hey.. this is just a story... well I know some friend, she's  pretty, and it's a lie if I say that I didn't fell for her.
To start the story, I saw her when I took my courses not so long ago, at first I didn't realize she was there. Well on the class, I'm on my own world, think nothing but my future. And there's this one girl that I didn't even know  about, I would say she's good looking type of person. Then one day, I attend the class, she wrote a note to me addressed about all her problems and so on. Well of course, as a guy you should calm her, give  her some good advise and stuff  like that. I also got a feeling that she had a crush on me( maybe its just  me though). I just let it be, so the the next day, I got some surprised news about that girl, she got some attitude problems.

       Then you know what? this girl whose telling me about the news, caught my attention. I would consider her cute. At  first I really didn't want to put some hope in it. But what really attract me about this girl is, the natural way of expressing things. It's makes her  different. I could sense no fake.

       Sadly when we  finish our courses, it's like I didn't have a chance to know her more. I tried what I could to caught her attention. Well I've realize that she got someone else in mind already. Just a little crush. One thing that I always put on my mind when involve in love is that, NEVER PUT ALL YOUR HEART ON ONE YOU HAD CRUSH ON. That's why I didn't take much "damage".

       We're just having little conversation through phone for some period. As time passes by, and I almost forget about her, one day she called. I expect her to be cheerful as always, instead I heard her crying. Didn't have any clue what her crisis all about, I try to find out. It's about her personal problem she had with her boyfriend, and I listen carefully and calm her.

        Though thing getting better with her, we even hang out together. I really want to tell my  feeling for her. But I could sense she won't allowed it,  as she often uses "friend" on our relation, expressing me. That's the hardest part of all, you didn't want to  spoiled the friendship you made and at the same time allowing to sacrifice your own feeling. But I rather chose friendship if it meant to last forever. I'll take my time finding that kind of attitude, the girl of my dream.