So far so good

 its sunday, im home with my parents, yesterday i attended my cousin's wedding after i actually take some time off to this Dinawan Island in Kinarut. Its not an actual thing called "holiday" but rather the same :P. 4 of us got this opportunity assisting health inspection crew to go there and give some lecture to those food handler there, which consist a foreign worker who doesn't have a passport. Well its all politic on that matters. But the food were good and you will love it. Overall it was fun. Sorry I dont take much picture but, just this nice scenery and  im planning to go there once again :)

Trip

25/5/2011, about 9am. I still confuse whether to go or not to, and my dad gonna fly today. Well I can't  decide to the very last moment. So we go out  for some chow together with my uncle. Having a little chat with them, well I guess its gonna be OKAY still if I didn't show up.So I end up going to Mamutik Island XD~

About 11am. I reach KK. Waiting for all friend to gather up, we're off on the boat (cost us RM20). Enjoying our time in the boat on our way to the island which took us about 15-20 minits (if Im not mistaken).

Arrived there, I could see this

Yea you damn right, the water so clear that you can see all the fish hanging along the jetty (luckily I didn't brought my fishing rod). Well you cannot go for fishing here. We're rent some camp here (RM50 per camp fit 3 person). But I suggest that you brought your own camp.

Waiting sun set, after that we go for the obvious, XD

we eat, we go for jungle tracking, set camp fire on the midnight chat about stuff.. :)

1 thing that I regret the most is I didn't bring at least a bottle of alcohol.. not that I didn't enjoy the trip, but just to add the extra edge XD. Well I guess next time.. PEACE!

                                    

my minds gettin' clear..

On July Im going to Papar, finishing another 1 year of practical there. After that Ill go back to Kuching, picking up the last exam. I cant barely wait to finish that and work for real. I never expect things gonna be that easy though, so I better stay on my track. Well this 1 year of experience Im totally gonna miss my fellow in Kuching. But as I say to them, "we'll be seeing again" of course deep in my heart, Ill be missing them so bad.

Unclear.. my cell phone sux

full of love.. lol

Its good to know that all of them are like family since we're live together for almost 2 year now. Things gonna be a whole different view from now on. 

Waiting..

       Hey.. this is just a story... well I know some friend, she's  pretty, and it's a lie if I say that I didn't fell for her.
To start the story, I saw her when I took my courses not so long ago, at first I didn't realize she was there. Well on the class, I'm on my own world, think nothing but my future. And there's this one girl that I didn't even know  about, I would say she's good looking type of person. Then one day, I attend the class, she wrote a note to me addressed about all her problems and so on. Well of course, as a guy you should calm her, give  her some good advise and stuff  like that. I also got a feeling that she had a crush on me( maybe its just  me though). I just let it be, so the the next day, I got some surprised news about that girl, she got some attitude problems.

       Then you know what? this girl whose telling me about the news, caught my attention. I would consider her cute. At  first I really didn't want to put some hope in it. But what really attract me about this girl is, the natural way of expressing things. It's makes her  different. I could sense no fake.

       Sadly when we  finish our courses, it's like I didn't have a chance to know her more. I tried what I could to caught her attention. Well I've realize that she got someone else in mind already. Just a little crush. One thing that I always put on my mind when involve in love is that, NEVER PUT ALL YOUR HEART ON ONE YOU HAD CRUSH ON. That's why I didn't take much "damage".

       We're just having little conversation through phone for some period. As time passes by, and I almost forget about her, one day she called. I expect her to be cheerful as always, instead I heard her crying. Didn't have any clue what her crisis all about, I try to find out. It's about her personal problem she had with her boyfriend, and I listen carefully and calm her.

        Though thing getting better with her, we even hang out together. I really want to tell my  feeling for her. But I could sense she won't allowed it,  as she often uses "friend" on our relation, expressing me. That's the hardest part of all, you didn't want to  spoiled the friendship you made and at the same time allowing to sacrifice your own feeling. But I rather chose friendship if it meant to last forever. I'll take my time finding that kind of attitude, the girl of my dream.


  

It's a Process..

      Did you ever felt you never really grow up until now? Well maybe it's just me, but seriously sometime I wonder if I've ever grow up (good enough to take care of yourself). The fact that guys will only matured when they grow old, well maybe so. But it doesn't matter, as long we have fun living our live, with full desire and and ambitious (lol) rather than worrying about tomorrow, we'll stay young forever. Ain't bad after all.

             One thing that you can connect with people you met is from music, and it's obviously don't lie. Now, chilling out with the kind of music I like, I would called it a balance, between ballads and hardcore. All those, indie band, modern rock band, alternative way kind of band which attract me to listen. Sometime  it's sound catchy, sometime you just want to dance along. Well I even listening to Emo Rock  stuff, cause one  thing I like about that kind of genre is that they can express an emotion, beside anger, things like romance, pain, lost and so on. It's not a big deal but listen to this;

  




                Well I'm just started my blog, feel free to drop your comment or any suggestion. And the rest, let's save it for the days to come yeh?.. PEACE!